i've been meaning to start blogging again for quite a while, but never really got round to it.. well, it's 1.31am and i should be fast asleep because i've got an imminent 8-hour shift, but ahh well. i shall get round to it now anyway :)
really, really missing those days. the nights where i'd come home from sixth form, dump my bag in my bedroom, burn the crap out of myself with hair straighteners, don my favourite outfit of the moment and be straight out the door again, running through my pretty little neighbourhood with the summer sun still out to catch a bus to Deal, or Folkestone, or Canterbury, or just anywhere. anywhere where people i love would be. there would always be a couple of guitars, and we'd all sing badly and dance around just because we could, and i'd nearly always forget about starting work at 8am the next morning and have too much to drink; i'd hug everybody, meet new people, get compliments and smile my little head off just because i'm alive. so basically? here's to the nights i can barely remember, but will never forget!
let's hope those good times keep rolling - Jason's having a get-together on Tuesday. six guys, and me. bit of a sausage fest, but meh :D i fucking love Jason. i haven't known him for very long but he just really gets me - he's one of those people i can act myself around and not be judged. so if i feel like suddenly breaking into a dramatic song and dance about hamsters eating apricots on ferries, not only will he be incredibly entertained, he'd probably join in. everyone's a winner.
attempted to sort my hair today - it was black, with light brown roots all the way out to my ears. which was attractive. so slapped on a chemical stripper which smelled vile and made me want to vomit, waited an hour, took about three showers to get the smell out of my hair and then blowdryed it and it was.. ginger. we're talking bright orange in my fringe here. thank God, it calmed down, and now it's just sort of caramel coloured with ginger highlights.. ahhh well.
stocktake at work tomorrow. always scares the shit out of me, and Lee says he's sacking me soon anyway. i can't say i'll mind too much as long as i can get another job - i'll only miss Simon, Ant and Martin really, though it is nice being able to afford to buy things all the time now. i'm sure i'll manage though. i really hope things are starting to look up; Christ, 2011 hasn't treated me at all kindly. but i'm getting better, i think. i've got the most amazing people around to keep me smiling and i've been feeling pretty good about myself lately :) which is EPIC. and rare, may i add. it doesn't bode well for my vanity, but meh. you win some, you lose some. xD
2:01am now. i'm not that slow of a typer, i'm just.. easily distracted. xD so i'll keep this one short, and actually attempt to make this blogging thing regular from now on.. well, we'll see how long that lasts :') i have the attention span of a flea. .. do fleas have a short attention span.. ? idk. maybe that's quite an empty statement. i have the attention span of a creature that has no attention span.
xD me and Marty discussing Miss Finn from primary school. "I wonder if she's dead?" "I hope so."
and on that charming note, i sign off. ciao!
<3 Geo x
never feared for anything
never shamed, but never free
a life that healed a broken heart
with all that it could
lived a life so endlessly
saw beyond what others see
i tried to heal your broken heart
with all that i could
will you stay?
will you stay away, forever?
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