A New Beginning.

"you whore! :) i love you geo, deal with it!"

photo isn't even from today.. but today's appearance is too disgusting to broadcast on the internet. xD mehh. i've just sent texts around to all of my friends.. apology texts. had a massive cry after realising that most of the pain i've received this year was self-inflicted and i have nobody to blame but myself and i just hope all those innocent people will find it in their hearts to forgive me for royally messing up. if they don't, then truthfully, i don't know what i shall do without them.. but i think they will. they're incredible. :)

from now on, i'm stronger. from now on, i'm not going to be such a bitchy, horrible person - i'm going to be likeable. i want to turn over a new leaf and ultimately improve myself.. i'm done with being such a prick. time to go back to the way it was in 2010. when i was a happy Geo. :)

i'm going to leave you alone. you get back to me if you wish, but i refuse to text you first anymore. because you damn near killed me. i was wrong to you, but you continue to be wrong to me, and you're not even sorry. you allow me to hurt and ache and cry and rot without empathy or shame, so i am SO done. i'll contact you if you contact me; if not, then i guess i'll just have to let you go, eh? and while i'm at it, i'm going to work hard at getting back the people who really matter - my best girls and guys - and if i can do that, then i can go back to the beginning, and do things differently. i can never change my actions in the past - but it's never too late to be brand new. i used to wait for a milestone, like the new year, or a birthday, to start fresh; but no - it starts here and now. :)

tell the world. i'm coming home.

<3 Geo x

i will be home in a while,

you don't have to say a word;

i can't wait to see you smile -

wouldn't miss it for the world.